Colin's Thoughts For The Day

The Awesomeness of our prom tomorrow can be expressed entireley through 2 pictures.

BLAM


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The outfits are as following.

Raine- Pinstripe gangster tux, Pinstripe Fedora, lime green tie, and the lime green shoes and CANE, spray painted above.

Kim- Slinky black dress, slinky long white gloves, a 50's flapper hair curlio and a six foot long motherfucking cigarette filter.

Wolfy- A vinyl black and white fetish dress, and Black goggles with silver swirls in the middle.

Me- Brown pinstripe tux with a sweet brown vest, a loveley corsage, and the hat depicted above. Fuck yeah.


We are gonna be the fucking, coolest cats around.
Forever.

OK,
So theres this cool thing where, my mom was like
"OSHIT NEEDS NEW CAR!"
And then my dad was like;
"OSHIT do we REALLY want to drive Colin to UCCC every day next year!?"
And then as a result I was like;
"FUCK YEAH CAR!"

So My mom got this bitchin new hybrid that talks to you like mother fuckin robby the robot,
and my dad got her shitty old car, and I got HIS sweet fucking car.
You know
The Subaru
With the 4 wheel drive and the ceiling windows and the goggles hanging off the rearview mirrors?
That ones new.
And the back is sooo big that you can sleep in it, 2x2 snuggled up. YUM.

So i have a car.

Upsides.
-CAR!
-CAR!
-CAR!
-CAR!
-CAR!

Downsides.
-Paying for gas
-started to rust in places
-spedometer takes naps sometimes
-ignition sticks



But the downside for YOU guys, is that now im gonna start demanding gas money when appropriate.
IM POORsies.



Car.


OH ALSO
Car needs a name.
It was Susan when it was my dads but im not sure it fits it anymore.
It must meet or beat my Penis name. It is equally important.

Meet or Beat, DON QUIHOTE

MEET OR BEAT
GO.




ps.
LOL I said meat and beat in context with PENIS.
HUHUHUH

SIT'ing fooorrrr

Woodstock Day 1
Unison 1
Unison 2
Unison 3

Crap.
IM SORRY TAY!
Im going to try to work out Advanced and Penultimate. Hope hope hope hope hope they work out.
I really need Wayfinder to go off with out a hitch this year. Last year was a disaster.
I worked intro, which Raine was at, so it wasnt too bad, but i was worried about her the whole time. And between the worry and the work, it didnt leave much space for my friends. And i needed them.
Then Advanced Camp I was doing sets and props, which is insane for advanced, AND I day camped it, for certain reasons. So between the worrying and the work and the 9 oclock junior license curfew, it left even LESS time for the friends whom i needed and stressed me out on top of it.
I had to leave in the middle of Hannah's game, cause my dad had to pick me up, and he had been waiting for like an hour and he just fucking yelled at me the whole way back, I felt like shit for doing that to him.

I still need my friends really bad. I dont know how im going to do this. It HAS to work out this year.
Shit.

So for some reason life decided it was just going to take a giant shit on my face.
Just pull down its pants and pinch a loaf right on my lovley countenance.
Let me give you a synopsis of my day.

So Both my jewlery teacher and drawing and painting teacher where absent today.
So i couldnt get ANY work done on my jewlery piece, and then i got Ms. G isnt there so i cant talk to her about stuff like usual.

So at that point i decided to go down to Ms McCabe's so i could upload some pictures that i took for my Digital photo class onto the computer. Unfortunatley the card didnt fit in the card reader and the cords available didny fit the camera, so it was late another day.
Then i saw Ms Foss later and whent to show her the pictures to show her that i actually did the assignment, and as I was showing them to her, the camera decided it was going to delete every picture on the camera.

Now heres the fun part, this camera belongs to Raine, and had a lot of important memories still on it. Or did, untill i fucked it up some how. So she hated me for the whole day, understandably.

So shes pissed at me as we walk to the car at the end of the school day, so im walking kind of ahead of her, because i felt uncomfortable, and i slip on a patch of ice and fell on my face and slamed my fingers between my books and the ground and scraped my knee and got soaking wet, and dry skin itches and im cold now too.

So now Im upset and limping and Raine is pissed at me, and im still walking ahead of her cause im a wuss.

And i get to my car to find, A PARKING TICKET hurray.

So, 20 dollar fine, no bigs right?

Wrong, im on ACD for rear ending a Hummer coming home from the Dutchess County fair a couple months ago, which means i cant get any tickets or anything or i get the full fine and points on my license.

Great.

Needless to say im freaking out, Raine is still pissed.

So we went to Raine's house, and i call home to let them know,
My mom picks out and immediatley starts bitching at me. Because thats REALLY what i need right now. So i hang up. She calls back later and bitches some more. I dont listen.
Get home around 9 to my parents fighting again, i know its because of me. All this shit i bring on the family is stressing everyone out. I can tell they are starting to resent me for the late nights and dodged engagements. That feels great, especcially with my mom treating me like shit everytime she gets a chance now a days. Thats my fault too. I feel like scum because im acting like it.

Then everyone went to sleep and im on the computer, and now cant find Raine's hat. She says its not at her house, and i start to freak, because if I ruin anything else for her im going to fucking kill myself. Turns out that it WAS at her house, whatever.
Shit man.

Oh but at least the ACD wont be violated, cause the car is registered in my dads name, so they have no way of knowing it was me. Still 20 bucks. Kinda wanted to spend it on Raine for Valentines Day. Hopefully my parents take pity on me and wait like a week before my paychek comes in. Doubt it. Really wanted to do somthing for her too.

^{pajamagrams are expensive :C}

And now to top it all I made her cry. Nice job Colin. Go fuck yourself.

Oh and now Wolfy did somthing dumb. I SAW WHAT YOU DID WOLFY. Cmon.

I should really go to bed before i fall into a deep depression and hang myself or somthing.
Uug.

^{pajamagrams are expensive}

Dear Puddlejump kid,
I love you more than you could ever possibly know.
You are everything to me. And even though it might seem like, all the shit going on around both of us makes me angry at you, know that ill stick with you, and that i could never be angry at you for such a selfish thing. I love you so much. And I always will.

Love Always,
Lovley

PS. Thank you so much for our anniversary weekend. You will never know how much it meant to me.

Yo check it fo realz.

This is my metalworking project at the moment.

BRASS COGGLES.

Ive been wanting to make my own goggles forEVER now.
So i was like, WOH METALWORKING I CAN DO IT FOR FREE AND GET CLASS CREDIT!

So heres some pics yo. (heads up, multiple attempts to resize have ended in failure!)

( COGGLES! )

So
I rearranged my room
Its fucking awesome.
Its soo freakin cool.
The Fung-Shui is like fucking SPOT ON.
My rooms all like COME ON IN AND TAKE A SEAT ON THIS COUCH.
wait, ill make an animated .gif of it ok, just gimme one god damned second will you!?

Highlights to look for:
-Gnomes
-awesome chair
-tv
-couch
-bitchin' bed nook
-lamp with shit
-desk
-did i mention couch.




This weekend was great.
Kim came over Friday, we're all excited about the apartment.
We rented PS. I love you and we all cried like retards. I love that i have friends outside of Wayfinder i can do that with now.
Then after Kim left Raine and I watched Gotham night, which is like the Animatrix batman style
The ANBATMAN. It was awesome. We left the fan on and it got freezing and i got a cold in the morning but then Raine made me soup for my tummy and got me ice pops for my throat and we watched
"An American Tail: Fievel Goes West". NOSTALGIAAAAA.

I'm talking to Hillaroo right now and shes really cool. I almost forgot how cool she is that's how cool PUNCTUATION WHERE IS IT.<-----there!

In school related news.

I'm pretty happy with all my classes.
I'm taking 4 art classes.
4 art classes.
4 art classes.

So far jewelry/metalworking is my favorite.
I made a bracelet. And I made this sweet pendant for Roket out of nickle. Its like a wrench with like in the wrench part, his interrobang R.
In the process of being made. Steampunk Cog Goggles.
COGGLES
I will being going on lots of field trips this year with my Chemistry for Artists class, which is cool.
First one is this Wednesday, to like museums and such. That will be sweet.

In other other news.
Abney Park is really cool.
But i cant tell if i like them bacause of their music or because they are a steampunk band.
OH WELL

I really love Raine guys.
I'm so excited to live with her.

Ummmm I think that's it! I should update this more!

::EDIT::

Something i found interesting:

supergir442 (10:46:29 PM): we should talk more yes
hmilton@mac.com (10:46:30 PM): <3
hmilton@mac.com (10:46:31 PM): yes.
supergir442 (10:46:32 PM): <3
supergir442 (10:46:34 PM): good.
supergir442 (10:46:47 PM): Consensual comunication is the best
supergir442 (10:46:56 PM): Rape talk sucks
hmilton@mac.com (10:47:04 PM): haha
hmilton@mac.com (10:47:08 PM): I know too well what you mean
supergir442 (10:47:14 PM): its like
supergir442 (10:47:16 PM): ouch
supergir442 (10:47:19 PM): dry conversation
supergir442 (10:47:21 PM): OKOKO

Normally i dont think twice about saying ignorant and senseless things like that because im SOCIALLY RETARDED.
But this time i felt like a real jackass! Which i suppose is a good thing.
Anyway.
GOODNIGHT!

It was my birthday! It was fun.
Raine woke me up at midnight and wished me a really good happy birthday.
And it was really good.
She invote Rei, Wolfy, Rob, and Kim and Eilis. But Kim and Rei didnt come. But then Jack and Vee showed up and that was pretty sweet, and so we went to that abandoned sculpture park by Rab's house, and the grass was like HUUUUUUUUUGGGGEEE.
And we looked at the exmortis church and stuff, and then we went back to Raines so Rei didnt show while no one was there but then she never did run on sentences.

Wolfy drew me a picture of me being scary with Abraham.
Raine drewed me sum Roket! Which inspired me to do an animation of him.
Rab drew me Willis bein creepazoid with an IOU.

Im sad Rei and Kim didnt come though.
They should draw me a picture as penance.

Fuck I'm awesome.
I passed the Math B.
And the course.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Eat shit.
Im awesome.

Today....
Today was filled with the most serene little oddities and feelings.
This morning i woke up with a fever, so i dropped Raine off at school for her tests and wished her good luck. On the way home i saw some Wayfinder folk on the road, and i stopped the car, got out and gave them all hugs, and headed back home for some sleep.

When i woke up the fever was gone, and i headed downstairs for some breakfast.
When i opened the freezer there was snow frozen all over everything in there. But instead of my usual; "Who the fuck left the fridge open", A wonderful feeling welled up inside me, and i smiled. Which i realized is something I rarely do when Im by my lonesome.

I proceeded to scrape and eat all the snow out of the walls of my new found winter box.

The grapes tasted like winter.


After that i went upstairs and sniped the end in the face-head. My mission complete, i retired for a nap. When i awoke, i realized it was 3:08. I had to pick up Puddlejump 8 minutes ago. I was dressed and out the door by 3:09. I jumped in the car and got to the field house by 3:12 speeding the whole way, but no one was there. I checked my voicemail and found Raine had gone to hang with some friends.

As i was leaving the school i heard; "Hey Butthead!" and turned around to see Raine running at me from the car i just passed. She gave me a kiss and then told me that No, the doctors appointment was tomorrow. Its only Tuesday silly. Which put me in a much better state of mind. That one that i found inside my freezer.

As I was stopped at a stop sign on Wilbur, i suddenly had the strangest urge to take a detour. And i was so glad i did. I found such a nice little neighborhood, all the houses where unevenly spaced out, and there where woods and little valleys and streams all over. And ivy, EVERYWHERE. It really was beautiful. I don't think i went more than 5 miles the whole time for fear of missing something.

My little detour dumped my just a little farther down Wilbur, and i was ready to head home, when i had that strange urge to DO again. What i did this time was head straight to the Eddyville bridge. Where i parked in front of the overgrown metal gate in front of the old abandoned house Wolfy and I found yesterday. And there was that urge again, to go inside.
So i did. Inside the old house, all the doors and windows where gone. I passed some beer bottles, and a needle, probably from some druggies. And i turned around, and there, in the corner, where a 4 foxes! An older one (which i assumed to be the mother) and 3 pups. And i just stood there, and the mother fox and I locked eyes, Which i KNEW was a bad idea, cause you never lock eyes with a wild animal, but nothing happened. Then she turned and walked away with her three pups.

After that i was in quite a DO mood. And i DID want some ice cream, so i headed to Boice's and got a smoothie. Then i passed the library on the way home and went to look for Hillaroo's most favorite books, they didn't have them, but thats ok.

I can still feel a kind of silky veil of serenity over me.

Maybe it was just the fever.

Yeah thats pretty me a lot. Tell me if you think so!

They also summed up Raine and I pretty well. http://www.ipersonic.com/type/compare.php?code=hi-gt-3-c4-a3-c2-c1

Wolfy and I... not as well.
http://www.ipersonic.com/type/compare.php?code=ed-gt-1-b4-c3-b2-b1

Do it do it.
I wanna know if were compatible!


SHUT UP I KNOW I NEVER POST LEAVE ME ALONE

I STOLED FROM WOLFU!

TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
http://fc05.deviantart.com/fs24/f/2008/019/d/8/Winter_somethings_by_Vusnax.png

Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
3. Kinda. Mine is only hooked up to my Playstation.

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
RIGHTO

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Ive had teefs pulled? Hair ripped?

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
GRARBAGE CANSES

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
YES!

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nop, cause then i would end up wasting the rest of my life like.... waiting for it to come, then probably trying to stop it, and end up dying anywhoo.

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Colin O'Razzleflamm

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
Black? Green?

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
YES. YEP. LOTS. NO EWWW YOUR GROSS, NOT THAT!

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
Fuck yeah. I kissed a Ike for a dollar!

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
Maybe? Only if i could use it to buy myself a rocket pinkie.

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
YEAH. IN A FUCKING INSTANT

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
Yes. I have a cute pener.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000?
Yes. I would cry. But it would be worth it.

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
No. I dont think i could live with myself.

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
cell forns pens and pencils.

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
Only like, Once a year..

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
Bofe.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Stand, mostly.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
One.

LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who texted you?
Eilis

Q: Last person who called you?
Stan, to gimme her fone numberrrrr

Q: Person you hugged?
Raine DUHS!

FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
7.

Q: Season?
RAHRAHRAH FALL

Q: Color?
PURPLE NURPLES

CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
My cat.

Q: Mood?
Anxious?

Q: Listening to?
HELLLSSSS KITCHHEEENNNNN

Q: Watching?
That one.

Q: Worrying about?
I smell like butts, and also college, and also i have a headache.

Q: Wearing?
What I always where. Every. Single. Day.

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
To kiss Raine on the facehead

Q: What can you not wait to do?
Wayfinder this summer, and also AC, and also other stuff.

Q: Do you smile often?
Yes?

Q: Are you a friendly person?
I like to think so. Even though i am often a prick face nigrabutt.

This is a picture journal.
Cause i said i would do one.
Didnt I?
Whatever.

( ENTER AT YOUR OWN PERIL! LOTS AND LOTS OF PICTURES )

My LJ. I neglect it.

ANYWHOOS!

Life lately... rollercoaster.
UP AND DOWN AND UP AND DOWN!
Its starting to get hella tiring.

( CLICK FOR FREE LAZER VISION! )

omnomnomnomnom.

things
Blah.

Wow, ok.
So yet again, i neglect this. I post... what? 2 times a month?
Whatever.
ANYWHOO
MY LIFE UPDURTED!

UUUUPPPDAATTTESSS
1. In case you didnt know, Raine has been living with me for the past week. And probably for the next couple of weeks. I dont mind at all though, it makes life at home so much more bearable. I love her.
2.We brought Raine's cat Inty to my house along with Raine, because when shes not around no one feeds him. Also, we would both miss him. But on Saturday morning, he was meowing at the door, and my dad figured he should let him out, since hes an outdoor cat at Raine's.
As soon as i found out i woke Raine up. She was freakin distraught. Me too. We figured he had tried to run home, all the way across town. A 2 hour walk for people. That night i had a bunch of friends stay over at our house instead of Wolfy's because Raine wanted to be home and wait for Inty. By the time we went to bed he still hadnt come back. Around 4 oclock i woke up to pee, and as I was zipping up my pants i heard some meows. I figured it was just my imagination, because i had been doing that all day. Thinking i saw or heard Inty wherever i was, because it was partly my fault he got out. And i turned around to wash my hands and there he was sitting in the window sill looking at me with his huge green Kaweyes (im coining that term). I opened it up and brought him in to Raine, and she hugged him for like 5 minutes straight. Im glad hes back. I love that cat.
3.Math, im going to pass it.
4.Drawing a lot more. Its cool.
5.Going to Visit Penny in Pheonixville PA this weekend with The Vee and Raine. Im really excited, since ive been meaning to visit her for a while now. Its gonna be pretty sweet.

Thats it really.
All i can think of for now.
Ill edit later if there are more i think of.

Ta ta for now.
Love you bitches,
Colin

So.
I havent posted in a long while.
But today was pretty eventful without being too eventful.
Today marks the start of a new Semester.
That means;
-I promised not to suck so much in photo
-Eilis is in my Bio Class
-Raine is in my Pool class (hopefully)
-Im considering dropping Algebra II after the midterm raped me bloody.

All of these things are pretty good actually!

Im also starting drivers ed. Which im not TOO excited about. But ill be able to get my senior license almost straight out of the course. Which is sweet.

OH!
Also
I won the Wayfinder Experience Valentine's Sockhop poster contest.
THAT MEANS
My Valentine and I can go for free!
Thats right ladies. Better ask me now.
8D

Also. I just finished my first tryout for Mistfall Oekaki. NEEERRRVVVVOOOUUUSSSS

I think thats it.
Yeah.
Im pretty sure thats it.
Also.
Raine.
Awesome.

Ok
now im done.
WOOT!@